I am now at 35 weeks, coming down to the wire...last week we started our weekly doctors appointments where they check to see how things are progressing. I asked her if there is any way to keep that little boy in until June 1 because I am a control freak and have very specific plans. She laughed and said, "No matter what people tell you, there's no way to speed them up or slow them down. Babies come when they are good and ready." So it's time to start wagers on when he's coming!
Over the last few weeks the baby has grown quite a bit and I can finally distinguish body parts that are moving my tummy constantly (this boy is ACTIVE). It is bizarre to know that the thing sticking out of the side of your tummy is a foot, I had that experience last week. I can identify body parts...how weird!? And yet, how amazing. I definitely cried, who's surprised? I think Brett is better at figuring out what things are though, my sense of knee vs. foot is off sometimes.
Brett and I went to a movie the other night, we've been dying to go but I was so nervous about being uncomfortable, but we went anyway. Baby boy was not a fan of the noise - he seriously was agitated the whole time, squirming around and kicking me (legitimately it was a loud movie - Captain America). But between that, how many times I had to use the restroom and how uncomfortable it was to just sit there...we'll not be going to a movie again until after he's born, but it was a nice date!
And now I'm getting big to the point that I feel awkward and tubby. I didn't know that was a stage. For awhile you have to keep it secret, and then you WANT a belly so that people will know, and then you have this sweet spot where you're definitely pregnant and people can tell and it's cute and fun, and then you get so big you feel gross and you look dumb in pictures and people are like "woah, you're big." I'm at that last stage...and I know it's only going to get worse over the next 5 weeks. Sigh*
Side note: I know this post is all over the place, but it's been awhile since I posted so there's a lot going on. So here's picture to break the wordy-ness:
We've also been getting everything prepared in the house: washing baby stuff, rearranging (closets, cupboards, etc.), putting together baby items and furniture (ok that one's all Brett), and purging our stuff to make room. It's been fun and we're close to ready.
It's very surreal at this point, I mean we have all this stuff and I can feel him moving in my tummy and I KNOW that we are having a baby....but the thought of another person living in our house soon is surreal. And this isn't just any person, it's our person...who is he going to be? I'm so excited to meet him! And one of the things that makes it more real is that I think we've finally settled on a name (don't bother asking, we won't tell you), which is fun. Although if he comes out and looks like a Melchizedek or Abednego or something, we're willing to change it.
Ok, enough info for today...whew! Two doctors appointments this week and 34 days to go!!
Psalm 139:13-16 Oh yes, you shaped me first inside, then out; you formed me in my mother’s womb.
I thank you, High God—you’re breathtaking! Body and soul, I am marvelously made! I worship in adoration—what a creation! You know me inside and out, you know every bone in my body; You know exactly how I was made, bit by bit, how I was sculpted from nothing into something. Like an open book, you watched me grow from conception to birth; all the stages of my life were spread out before you, the days of my life all prepared before I’d even lived one day.
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Tuesday, April 29, 2014
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Thankful Thursday #20
Today is my 33rd birthday, a time to celebrate and a time to be thankful for another year of life. Today I am thankful for:
1) That life is good
2) That I have been married for over seven years and it keeps getting better and that I keep learning new fun things about my best friend. I love you, Brett.
3) My family - all of the weird, loving, fun people in it
Psalm 136: Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good!
1) That life is good
2) That I have been married for over seven years and it keeps getting better and that I keep learning new fun things about my best friend. I love you, Brett.
3) My family - all of the weird, loving, fun people in it
Psalm 136: Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good!
Thursday, July 5, 2012
Thankful Thursday #19
Today I am thankful for:
1) A job that isn't a "job," but rather an excuse to dialogue about God and be relational.
2) Friends and partners for the journey.
3) Jehovah Jireh - a God who provides.
Psalm 106: 48 Blessed be the LORD, the God of Israel, From everlasting even to everlasting.
And let all the people say, “Amen.” Praise the LORD!
1) A job that isn't a "job," but rather an excuse to dialogue about God and be relational.
2) Friends and partners for the journey.
3) Jehovah Jireh - a God who provides.
Psalm 106: 48 Blessed be the LORD, the God of Israel, From everlasting even to everlasting.
And let all the people say, “Amen.” Praise the LORD!
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Thankful Thursday #18
This week has been a lovely week - the weather has been beautiful and now we find ourselves at the beginning of September. Fall is my favorite time of year! Today I feel very thankful and here are a few reasons why:
1) The wondrous ways that God works - and sometimes it's only after the fact that we see how God moved through years of a situation.
2) Creating - our ability to make amazing things out of parts.
3) Loving and supportive people surrounding me.
1 Chronicles 16:8-36 (selection): Give thanks to the Lord, sing praises to Him, remember His wonderful deeds, tell His glory among the nations, O give thanks to the Lord, for He is good.
1) The wondrous ways that God works - and sometimes it's only after the fact that we see how God moved through years of a situation.
2) Creating - our ability to make amazing things out of parts.
3) Loving and supportive people surrounding me.
1 Chronicles 16:8-36 (selection): Give thanks to the Lord, sing praises to Him, remember His wonderful deeds, tell His glory among the nations, O give thanks to the Lord, for He is good.
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Thankful Thursday #17
Today I am thankful for:
1) Sunshine and Vitamin D.
2) My wonderful and amazing husband.
3) A job that is mostly not "work" but rather using the skills God has given me.
4) The beauty of music - how it can move your soul.
"For everything God has created is good, and nothing is to be thrown away or refused if it is received with thanksgiving." 1 Timothy 4:4
1) Sunshine and Vitamin D.
2) My wonderful and amazing husband.
3) A job that is mostly not "work" but rather using the skills God has given me.
4) The beauty of music - how it can move your soul.
"For everything God has created is good, and nothing is to be thrown away or refused if it is received with thanksgiving." 1 Timothy 4:4
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Thankful Thursday 16
Today I am thankful for:
1) Almonds - delicious and nutritious
2) The ability to read the Bible in it's original languages (the opportunities I've had in learning).
3) My passport - which means I have the option of traveling God's beautiful planet.
Give thanks to the Lord for He is good! Psalm 107:1 and 118:1
1) Almonds - delicious and nutritious
2) The ability to read the Bible in it's original languages (the opportunities I've had in learning).
3) My passport - which means I have the option of traveling God's beautiful planet.
Give thanks to the Lord for He is good! Psalm 107:1 and 118:1
Friday, June 11, 2010
Thankful Thursday 15
(A day late again) Today I am thankful for:
1) Technology
2) Pretzel Sticks
3) People who love us like family, since we can't be with family.
4) My brain...I know that one seems weird, but some people's brain's betray them and I'm thankful for my brain health.
"Offer to God a sacrifice of thanksgiving, and pay your vows to the Most High." Psalm 50:14
1) Technology
2) Pretzel Sticks
3) People who love us like family, since we can't be with family.
4) My brain...I know that one seems weird, but some people's brain's betray them and I'm thankful for my brain health.
"Offer to God a sacrifice of thanksgiving, and pay your vows to the Most High." Psalm 50:14
Monday, September 7, 2009
A rap about Jesus
I am a fan of the fact that we do not all of us worship God in the same way. I am also a fan of rap music. This song is raw, but I really like it's honesty. Check it out:
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Thankful Thursday 9
Today I am thankful for the simple pleasures of walking without pain and driving myself to work. I am thankful for the ability to take a shower normally.
Psalm 147: 7 Sing to the LORD with thanksgiving; Sing praises to our God on the lyre.
Psalm 147: 7 Sing to the LORD with thanksgiving; Sing praises to our God on the lyre.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Thankful Thursday 8
Today I am thankful for:
1) The drive-in theater 8 miles from our home.
2) Dates with my husband
3) My family...this is an always, but man, I'm so thankful for each one of them.
Psalm 118:1 Give thanks to the LORD, for He is good;For His lovingkindness is everlasting.
1) The drive-in theater 8 miles from our home.
2) Dates with my husband
3) My family...this is an always, but man, I'm so thankful for each one of them.
Psalm 118:1 Give thanks to the LORD, for He is good;For His lovingkindness is everlasting.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Thankful Thursday 7
This week I am thankful for my husband, who took care of me during a very bad week. This man is an amazing man. I cannot say it enough. He is my best friend, my supporter, my helper and my love.
Also, for my family that helped care for me through this, thank you. And for my friends who have sent cards, made suppers and prayed for me.
Romans 8: 18 "I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory about to be revealed to us."
Also, for my family that helped care for me through this, thank you. And for my friends who have sent cards, made suppers and prayed for me.
Romans 8: 18 "I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory about to be revealed to us."
Friday, May 1, 2009
Thankful Thursday 5
I know this is a day late...but it's still valuable.
Today I am thankful for God's provision. Sometimes I get worried and have trouble seeing how I will make it. In those times I remember that in my life I have never gone without, I have always been loved and then God reminds me, "I have not forgotten you."
Psalm 38:15 For I hope in You, O LORD; You will answer, O Lord my God.
Today I am thankful for God's provision. Sometimes I get worried and have trouble seeing how I will make it. In those times I remember that in my life I have never gone without, I have always been loved and then God reminds me, "I have not forgotten you."
Psalm 38:15 For I hope in You, O LORD; You will answer, O Lord my God.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Thankful Thursday 4
Today I am thankful for:
1) Life - and the possibilities that come along with it.
Psalm 139:14 I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Wonderful are Your works, And my soul knows it very well.
1) Life - and the possibilities that come along with it.
Psalm 139:14 I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Wonderful are Your works, And my soul knows it very well.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Thankful Thursday 3
I'm so thankful for:
1. My brother and my sister. I feel blessed every day for these two persons who have helped me to become who I am today. I love these two more than I can explain.

Psalm 50:14 Offer unto God thanksgiving; and pay thy vows unto the most High.
1. My brother and my sister. I feel blessed every day for these two persons who have helped me to become who I am today. I love these two more than I can explain.

2. An education from some of the best minds I've ever known, people who also showed me their faith.
Psalm 50:14 Offer unto God thanksgiving; and pay thy vows unto the most High.
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Thankful Thursday 2
In no particular order:
1. Days when I feel absolutely no pain or discomfort in my body (I complain so much when I'm sick I feel as though I need to be thankful for days that are the opposite).
2. Girlfriends with whom I can be myself, who bring me joy and who love me.
3. Little miracles, where God is revealed to me, everyday.
Psalm 30:11-12 You have turned my mourning into joyful dancing. You have taken away my clothes of mourning and clothed me with joy, that I might sing praises to you and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give you thanks forever!
1. Days when I feel absolutely no pain or discomfort in my body (I complain so much when I'm sick I feel as though I need to be thankful for days that are the opposite).
2. Girlfriends with whom I can be myself, who bring me joy and who love me.
3. Little miracles, where God is revealed to me, everyday.
Psalm 30:11-12 You have turned my mourning into joyful dancing. You have taken away my clothes of mourning and clothed me with joy, that I might sing praises to you and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give you thanks forever!
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Thankful Thursday 1
One of my girlfriends shared last week the importance of being thankful for what we have been given and I thought I would join her. Though I am thankful everyday for the blessings in my life today I am expecially thankful for...
A husband that is supportive and loving and who believes in me.
The opportunity to enjoy a fairly relaxing few months before I move out into the "real world." Most people never get this opportunity, especially at the age of 29.
1 Chronicles 16:8 "Oh give thanks to the LORD; call upon his name; make known his deeds among the peoples!"
A husband that is supportive and loving and who believes in me.
The opportunity to enjoy a fairly relaxing few months before I move out into the "real world." Most people never get this opportunity, especially at the age of 29.
1 Chronicles 16:8 "Oh give thanks to the LORD; call upon his name; make known his deeds among the peoples!"
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
My lament
Psalm 69
1 Save me, O God, for the floodwaters are up to my neck. 2 Deeper and deeper I sink into the mire; I can’t find a foothold. I am in deep water, and the floods overwhelm me. 3 I am exhausted from crying for help; my throat is parched. My eyes are swollen with weeping, waiting for my God to help me. 4 Those who hate me without cause outnumber the hairs on my head. Many enemies try to destroy me with lies, demanding that I give back what I didn’t steal.
5 O God, you know how foolish I am; my sins cannot be hidden from you. 6 Don’t let those who trust in you be ashamed because of me, O Sovereign Lord of Heaven’s Armies. Don’t let me cause them to be humiliated, O God of Israel. 7 For I endure insults for your sake; humiliation is written all over my face. 8 Even my own brothers pretend they don’t know me; they treat me like a stranger.
9 Passion for your house has consumed me, and the insults of those who insult you have fallen on me. 10 When I weep and fast, they scoff at me. 11 When I dress in burlap to show sorrow, they make fun of me. 12 I am the favorite topic of town gossip, and all the drunks sing about me.
13 But I keep praying to you, Lord, hoping this time you will show me favor. In your unfailing love, O God, answer my prayer with your sure salvation. 14 Rescue me from the mud; don’t let me sink any deeper! Save me from those who hate me, and pull me from these deep waters. 15 Don’t let the floods overwhelm me, or the deep waters swallow me, or the pit of death devour me.
16 Answer my prayers, O Lord, for your unfailing love is wonderful. Take care of me, for your mercy is so plentiful. 17 Don’t hide from your servant; answer me quickly, for I am in deep trouble! 18 Come and redeem me; free me from my enemies.
19 You know of my shame, scorn, and disgrace. You see all that my enemies are doing. 20 Their insults have broken my heart, and I am in despair. If only one person would show some pity; if only one would turn and comfort me. 21 But instead, they give me poison for food; they offer me sour wine for my thirst.
22 Let the bountiful table set before them become a snare and their prosperity become a trap. 23 Let their eyes go blind so they cannot see, and make their bodies shake continually. 24 Pour out your fury on them; consume them with your burning anger. 25 Let their homes become desolate and their tents be deserted. 26 To the one you have punished, they add insult to injury; they add to the pain of those you have hurt. 27 Pile their sins up high, and don’t let them go free. 28 Erase their names from the Book of Life; don’t let them be counted among the righteous.
29 I am suffering and in pain. Rescue me, O God, by your saving power.
30 Then I will praise God’s name with singing, and I will honor him with thanksgiving. 31 For this will please the Lord more than sacrificing cattle, more than presenting a bull with its horns and hooves. 32 The humble will see their God at work and be glad. Let all who seek God’s help be encouraged. 33 For the Lord hears the cries of the needy; he does not despise his imprisoned people.
34 Praise him, O heaven and earth, the seas and all that move in them. 35 For God will save Jerusalem and rebuild the towns of Judah. His people will live there and settle in their own land. 36 The descendants of those who obey him will inherit the land, and those who love him will live there in safety.
1 Save me, O God, for the floodwaters are up to my neck. 2 Deeper and deeper I sink into the mire; I can’t find a foothold. I am in deep water, and the floods overwhelm me. 3 I am exhausted from crying for help; my throat is parched. My eyes are swollen with weeping, waiting for my God to help me. 4 Those who hate me without cause outnumber the hairs on my head. Many enemies try to destroy me with lies, demanding that I give back what I didn’t steal.
5 O God, you know how foolish I am; my sins cannot be hidden from you. 6 Don’t let those who trust in you be ashamed because of me, O Sovereign Lord of Heaven’s Armies. Don’t let me cause them to be humiliated, O God of Israel. 7 For I endure insults for your sake; humiliation is written all over my face. 8 Even my own brothers pretend they don’t know me; they treat me like a stranger.
9 Passion for your house has consumed me, and the insults of those who insult you have fallen on me. 10 When I weep and fast, they scoff at me. 11 When I dress in burlap to show sorrow, they make fun of me. 12 I am the favorite topic of town gossip, and all the drunks sing about me.
13 But I keep praying to you, Lord, hoping this time you will show me favor. In your unfailing love, O God, answer my prayer with your sure salvation. 14 Rescue me from the mud; don’t let me sink any deeper! Save me from those who hate me, and pull me from these deep waters. 15 Don’t let the floods overwhelm me, or the deep waters swallow me, or the pit of death devour me.
16 Answer my prayers, O Lord, for your unfailing love is wonderful. Take care of me, for your mercy is so plentiful. 17 Don’t hide from your servant; answer me quickly, for I am in deep trouble! 18 Come and redeem me; free me from my enemies.
19 You know of my shame, scorn, and disgrace. You see all that my enemies are doing. 20 Their insults have broken my heart, and I am in despair. If only one person would show some pity; if only one would turn and comfort me. 21 But instead, they give me poison for food; they offer me sour wine for my thirst.
22 Let the bountiful table set before them become a snare and their prosperity become a trap. 23 Let their eyes go blind so they cannot see, and make their bodies shake continually. 24 Pour out your fury on them; consume them with your burning anger. 25 Let their homes become desolate and their tents be deserted. 26 To the one you have punished, they add insult to injury; they add to the pain of those you have hurt. 27 Pile their sins up high, and don’t let them go free. 28 Erase their names from the Book of Life; don’t let them be counted among the righteous.
29 I am suffering and in pain. Rescue me, O God, by your saving power.
30 Then I will praise God’s name with singing, and I will honor him with thanksgiving. 31 For this will please the Lord more than sacrificing cattle, more than presenting a bull with its horns and hooves. 32 The humble will see their God at work and be glad. Let all who seek God’s help be encouraged. 33 For the Lord hears the cries of the needy; he does not despise his imprisoned people.
34 Praise him, O heaven and earth, the seas and all that move in them. 35 For God will save Jerusalem and rebuild the towns of Judah. His people will live there and settle in their own land. 36 The descendants of those who obey him will inherit the land, and those who love him will live there in safety.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Thanksgiving
While it is always important to count your blessings year-round, this day is designated for giving thanks. These are the things that I am thankful for:
* My husband - my best friend who is so loving, who helps me to be the best version of me, who shows me what unconditional love looks like.
* My family - I have many many people that I feel blessed to call family that I am thankful to for so many reasons (and I mean it, I couldn't be where I am without these people)
* My girlfriends - whom I adore and who give me support, love and joy
* My life - while not perfect, it is pretty hard to complain about
I feel so very blessed, I have people who love me and everything I need. God has blessed me in so many ways, I am so thankful for my life.
Psalm 138:
I will give You thanks with all my heart;
I will sing praises to You before the gods.
I will bow down toward Your holy temple
And give thanks to Your name for Your lovingkindness and Your truth;
For You have magnified Your word according to all Your name.
On the day I called, You answered me;
You made me bold with strength in my soul.
All the kings of the earth will give thanks to You, O LORD,
When they have heard the words of Your mouth.
And they will sing of the ways of the LORD,
For great is the glory of the LORD.
For though the LORD is exalted,
Yet He regards the lowly,
But the haughty He knows from afar.
Though I walk in the midst of trouble, You will revive me;
You will stretch forth Your hand against the wrath of my enemies,
And Your right hand will save me.
The LORD will accomplish what concerns me;
Your lovingkindness, O LORD, is everlasting;
Do not forsake the works of Your hands.
* My husband - my best friend who is so loving, who helps me to be the best version of me, who shows me what unconditional love looks like.
* My family - I have many many people that I feel blessed to call family that I am thankful to for so many reasons (and I mean it, I couldn't be where I am without these people)
* My girlfriends - whom I adore and who give me support, love and joy
* My life - while not perfect, it is pretty hard to complain about
I feel so very blessed, I have people who love me and everything I need. God has blessed me in so many ways, I am so thankful for my life.
Psalm 138:
I will give You thanks with all my heart;
I will sing praises to You before the gods.
I will bow down toward Your holy temple
And give thanks to Your name for Your lovingkindness and Your truth;
For You have magnified Your word according to all Your name.
On the day I called, You answered me;
You made me bold with strength in my soul.
All the kings of the earth will give thanks to You, O LORD,
When they have heard the words of Your mouth.
And they will sing of the ways of the LORD,
For great is the glory of the LORD.
For though the LORD is exalted,
Yet He regards the lowly,
But the haughty He knows from afar.
Though I walk in the midst of trouble, You will revive me;
You will stretch forth Your hand against the wrath of my enemies,
And Your right hand will save me.
The LORD will accomplish what concerns me;
Your lovingkindness, O LORD, is everlasting;
Do not forsake the works of Your hands.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Women Pastors
My girlfriend Amanda shared with us today an article that in itself only made me slightly annoyed about women pastors on the cover of a gospel magazine, if you want to check it out:
http://www.ajc.com/living/content/living/stories/2008/09/18/gospel_magazine_pulled.html
What affected me about this was some of the comments that came after the article. I was reading them with my usual slight amusement and slight annoyance that people can be so close-minded when I came across an article from jessica which simply reads:
By Jessica
Oct 1, 2008 5:08 PM
It does not matter who you think is a bigot. It is not right to censor things like this magazine, but regardless women pastoring a church is contrary to Scripture. If you can prove otherwise, you obviously have a different Bible.
AND I AM A WOMAN SAYING THIS!
I began to cry immediately after finishing this short statement and started to hyperventilate because the pain in my heart was so intense. And these are not moments that I generally share with anyone, my personal struggles, but this one I felt was necessary to share.
As I lay there crying and thinking about how overwhelming the task of ministry is, especially when so many people don't even think you have a right to be there, I got very discouraged. I began to ask God, "What the hell? How can people be so close-minded? How can people think women are lesser humans?" (Sorry about the language, as I said I was very upset and truly I think God can handle these kind of deep hurt questions)
I think that when we are faithful to God, God is faithful to us. As I waited, I heard from God, and not in that out loud way, but in the deepest part of my soul I knew that it was God. And this is what was revealed to me from Luke 15:4-7.
4"What man among you, if he has a hundred sheep and has lost one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the open pasture and go after the one which is lost until he finds it? 5"When he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders, rejoicing. 6"And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and his neighbors, saying to them, 'Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep which was lost!' 7"I tell you that in the same way, there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who need no repentance.
Ministry is overwhelming that is for certain, but what this tells me is that if one person is helped or loved or sees God because of me, than I have done my job. I can't change the world and I can't make people believe that I have a right to be in ministry because I have been called by God. What I can do is love people. I can educate people and speak the truth in love. And if one person listens, or cares, or feels love, than I can rest assured that I have fulfilled my call.
That is how I can get through today, and maybe tomorrow it will discourage me again that I am a woman in a career that isn't widely accepted as a woman's place, but I'll leave that for tomorrow. Today I will look for that little one that is lost.
http://www.ajc.com/living/content/living/stories/2008/09/18/gospel_magazine_pulled.html
What affected me about this was some of the comments that came after the article. I was reading them with my usual slight amusement and slight annoyance that people can be so close-minded when I came across an article from jessica which simply reads:
By Jessica
Oct 1, 2008 5:08 PM
It does not matter who you think is a bigot. It is not right to censor things like this magazine, but regardless women pastoring a church is contrary to Scripture. If you can prove otherwise, you obviously have a different Bible.
AND I AM A WOMAN SAYING THIS!
I began to cry immediately after finishing this short statement and started to hyperventilate because the pain in my heart was so intense. And these are not moments that I generally share with anyone, my personal struggles, but this one I felt was necessary to share.
As I lay there crying and thinking about how overwhelming the task of ministry is, especially when so many people don't even think you have a right to be there, I got very discouraged. I began to ask God, "What the hell? How can people be so close-minded? How can people think women are lesser humans?" (Sorry about the language, as I said I was very upset and truly I think God can handle these kind of deep hurt questions)
I think that when we are faithful to God, God is faithful to us. As I waited, I heard from God, and not in that out loud way, but in the deepest part of my soul I knew that it was God. And this is what was revealed to me from Luke 15:4-7.
4"What man among you, if he has a hundred sheep and has lost one of them, does not leave the ninety-nine in the open pasture and go after the one which is lost until he finds it? 5"When he has found it, he lays it on his shoulders, rejoicing. 6"And when he comes home, he calls together his friends and his neighbors, saying to them, 'Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep which was lost!' 7"I tell you that in the same way, there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who need no repentance.
Ministry is overwhelming that is for certain, but what this tells me is that if one person is helped or loved or sees God because of me, than I have done my job. I can't change the world and I can't make people believe that I have a right to be in ministry because I have been called by God. What I can do is love people. I can educate people and speak the truth in love. And if one person listens, or cares, or feels love, than I can rest assured that I have fulfilled my call.
That is how I can get through today, and maybe tomorrow it will discourage me again that I am a woman in a career that isn't widely accepted as a woman's place, but I'll leave that for tomorrow. Today I will look for that little one that is lost.
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